Confessions of Cuckolding Wife
Confessions of a Cuckolding Wife
Friday, February 5, 2016
2:07 AM
As told by my wife.
What is cuckolding?
When a man makes another man a cuckold by having him have sexual relationship with his wife?
When a man's wife makes her husband a cuckold by having sex with another.
So whether the husband initiates the wife's sexual relationship or the wife initiates, the husband is the cuckold. There is no mention of husband watching them together, that probably comes from another story and not by definition.
The word itself comes from Old English and Old French word 'Cucuault' where Cucu means the bird cuckoo. The bird cuckoo never builds a nest and lays its eggs in other's nests, makin it an adulterer.
The first ever description of Cuckolding comes from the life of the Greek goddess Aphrodite. Here is a story about Aphrodite from mythology:
First of the Red-Hot Lovers: Aphrodite
Aphrodite, actually predated Zeus and the other Olympians. She rose from the sea foam created when Cronus—the father of the Olympians—threw Uranus's severed genitals into the sea.
The goddess of love, lust, and mating never had to do a bit of work. Indeed, she had no other responsibility but to make love—and that she did with abandon.
Aphrodite, who possessed a magic girdle that made its wearer an object of desire for everyone who saw her, was always happy to help young lovers. She took particular delight in causing her fellow Olympians to fall in love with mortals. (Zeus paid her back in kind by making her fall in love with the mortal Anchises—and conceive the hero Aeneas.)
Like the other gods and goddesses, however, Aphrodite also harshly punished those who refused to honor her properly (in her case, this meant celibates or others who withstood the pleasures of love). Hippolytus was just one of the mortals whom Aphrodite punished for denying himself erotic joys.
A Fine Romance?
Hera, reconciled with her son Hephaestus, arranged for him to marry the goddess of love. Zeus, Aphrodite's adoptive father, agreed. Unsurprisingly, the marriage of the enchantingly beautiful, sensual, and insatiable Aphrodite and the powerful, but gruff, ugly, and lame Hephaestus was not a happy one. Aphrodite could not confine her love to just one other. The goddess did not remain faithful to Hephaestus—not by a long shot. She had countless affairs with both gods and mortals.
The most long-standing and significant of all of Aphrodite's lovers was Ares. But one night, the lovers tarried too long together. As Helius hitched up his golden chariot of the sun, he saw the lovers in Ares' palace in Thrace.
What a Life!
When Helius told Hephaestus what he had seen, the smith god forged an unbreakable bronze net and secretly attached it to the posts and sides of his bed. Then he bid Aphrodite adieu, saying he was going to relax on Lemnos for a while.
As soon as he had gone, Aphrodite sent for Ares. When the morning came, Hephaestus walked in—“Surprise! Hi, honey, I'm home!”—and found the two ensnared in the net. The cuckolded god quickly gathered all the other gods at his bedside to witness the shame of the naked, helpless couple and to heap ridicule upon them.
Hephaestus then demanded the return of the marriage gifts he had given to Zeus. But the ruler of the gods refused, calling the adultery a marital dispute and ridiculing Hephaestus as a fool for making it a public spectacle. (Hermes and Apollo snickered that they would gladly make such a public spectacle if it meant lying with Aphrodite.)
With his first glance at the naked goddess, Poseidon fell in love. So the sea god suggested that Ares should pay for the marriage gifts. Poseidon gladly offered to serve as guarantor: If Ares defaulted on the payment, Poseidon would pay the price and take Aphrodite as his wife. Ares did ultimately default on the debt, but Hephaestus—still smitten with his wife—did not really want a divorce at all, so he never brought it up again.
With that in the background, my husband being smitten by Aphrodite, made me his own Aphrodite. I always thought that I was Venus, being Taurean, he needed an Aphrodite - an adulteress. It did not take me much persuasion to move over to becoming his Aphrodite. This obviously could not be done where ordinary mortals live, though it is becoming common place now - we have also read Jon Gross story. Hedo is the perfect place to live our cuckolding life.
Our rules:
At Hedo, whatever I say is final? No argument, no questions asked. I will be his adulteress wife as long as the only rule is not broken.
Both can choose who to approach, but my decision is again final. Come to think of it, I have not said no to anyone, except before we set on this path. On our first two trips, we were just getting used to getting naked and having sex in public, so the thought of a third person did not come to our minds. I was asked often enough, but not being a part of lifestyle, by the time we took the hint, it was too late. This happens even now. So our approach is direct. Everyone goes to Hedo for the similar reasons - so no harm in politely asking. Since we are of Indian origin, most people find us exotic and touch me not types during our first trips.
During our 3rd and last trip to Hedo 3, before it closed down, I was asked once in a direct manner. I allowed him to give me oral and some finger play, but things didn't go any further.
When we went to Hedo next year, I was ready to be approached. The idea was to do something at dinner time to look approachable. Encouraged by my husband the couple sitting with us started to feel me with people looking at me. Encouraged by my husband I actually allowed them to suck on my breasts at the table. Someone sitting around us had noticed and as we got into the hot tub later, he was there. Before I could say anything, I had spread my legs and he was giving me the most wonderful oral I have ever had. My husband is pretty good at it, but there is nothing like tasting the forbidden tongue. Having popped the cherry, there was thereafter no stopping me/us, but the going was not easy.
First Year: My husband arranged with someone through ATF for a sexy rendezvous. The guy sent pictures of all kinds and got us excited about our first cuckolding experience. There was also a second contact through ATF. Appointments were fixed. The first guy said was coming in only for 2 days, so the first two days were given to hm. The third day was given to the second person, with tight schedules. The first guy was probably a fake and never appeared. Haven't seen him in ATF since then. The second guy got tired of waiting and was not seen again. I started having doubts about cuckolding. Familiar questions - all the clichés and myths about what guys look for in women age, shape, color started clouding my mind and I almost gave up and did not wish to return to Hedo. However, some wonderful things happened the next few days that changed my mind and gave me a lot more confidence. Large bubbly bear became my friend. All he wanted was to massage me and give me oral. He did not/could not do anything else. Sometimes he took two Cialis to come and try and nothing could do it for him. What he did was to attract a host of other men to me at the hot tub by treating me like a princess and fondling men allover. He worked for my popularity. He became my Hedo husband. There was another kind man who was as gentle as Buddha. He would stare at my eyes for hours and give me oral for hours but never asked for sex. Only the next year we got into sex, and then he moved away with his new girl friend. We saw him a couple of times later, but he was now committed and is a good friend.
Second Year: This was not an adventurous year. Bubbly bear was now a constant. Wanted to give me massage and oral everyday. I like him, but it was stopping access to other interactions. I liked both him and Buddha and happy alternating between them. There were couple of other interactions, mainly soft in the hot tub area. I was not prepared to go to other's rooms or take anyone to our room. Life was getting to be rote - I was getting enough attention to not get any bolder. Buddha proposed sex and an initiation was made. First time I had had sex with another man - still a bit guilty of being a slut, but enjoyed it thoroughly and wished to do more.
Third Year: This was to be the make or break year. First time in our entire married life we were on a vacation without meeting of minds. He wanted his adulteress, I was becoming more and more conservative as I wanted men to come to me rather than we go to them. Three things started to work against us this time. A constant companion perceived to be not free for others. I was losing confidence that I was attractive to men for sex. As we go with the same groups and make friends with a few, we get tagged to them people tend to perceive the group as similar kind of people. We were having great fun with our group, but they were not into what we really were looking for. I didn't want my group members to see me doing something that they were not there for. I was losing my anchors. We got home losing interest in each other and the whole idea of vacationing at Hedo. For the first time we did not book for the next year and did not talk about it for the next six months, almost as if it is the end of a chapter.
Fourth year: We had to go back. We have never taken a failure in our relationship. My adulteress instinct and his cuckolding instincts started to raise their heads simultaneously and we had to talk. A summary of our agreement:
• During Hedo time, our hours are split daily - one hour for what he wants to do and 23 hours what I want to do
• He will scan and show me a likely interest target. If I am okay he will make the approach
• We go to his or our room
• Get away from our groups after afternoon siesta. The evening and night times are ours.
• No anal and no swallowing
And we went back at the same time. This was the real cherry popping trip. As always he booked a few appointments of interested men at the ATF. But no firm commitment from either side. Meet, greet and decide at the time and take it from there. Luckily, we did this, otherwise disaster was lurking somewhere. At 5 p.m. on our first evening our host comes to see us at the hot tub, with fear and nervousness writ large on his face and body. There is someone desperate to meet us and is built like a big football player. To him, looking at my petite body, looked like I would go back home with broken ribs. Indeed he was very big and very interested and we took him to our room with some apprehension. Gorillas are gentle creatures and more often than not all giants are gentle. Hew as very good at what he did and we had done what we came to do, without any hitches. There are ways to get your weight on others rather than taking their weight on you We were going to have a wonderful holiday.
We actually made two other strategic changes that worked for us. We would have sex either pre-lunch, pre-dinner or just after dinner. The main reason for this is that most of us are drunk after 11, libidos are generally lower, have other attractions to attend to and feel left out from the crowd between 11 and 2 if we are locked in our rooms. Libidos are low after 11 - what with all the activities during the day and evening. Those are our preferred times, but anything is possible at any time. Second we will change the holiday timing to make new friends and acquaintances and revel in new environments. They worked like magic.
This was our best trip. There was not a day when we were not with someone. There were so many offers that we had to regretfully decline. We decided to make it two trips a year. Primarily to take advantage of the 3 free nights as well as to get more of what we were both getting.
Do I need to say more. Now we are on our 6th year with two trips a year. We still make some appointments through ATF, have great friends and love everyone who goes to Hedo for whatever is their mojo.
Few anecdotes - one ATF connection we had a date with, but we did not arrive until next day due to flight disruptions. My husband met this very young guy from Turkey, asked him his interest and he accompanied us to the room. We made love for over an hour and became friends. My husband looked up the ATF next morning and found that he was the guy that appointment was made. My husband met him at the tennis court and asked him about his appointment with Sexylady. Was he embarrassed?
A young Frenchman under heavy influence of cocaine spent over 3 hours doing everything possible but could not ejaculate and so could not end. At the end I was reaching the end of my patience and asked him to watch my husband do it to me. Obviously my husband did not have to wear a condom, he wanted to lick me dry after that. I would have nothing of it, and he reluctantly left. Next day he introduced us to his older friend and mentor, who laid out wine, cheese and sex in a very French way and we had a threesome.
Two young male friends, said they do everything together. So we took them to our room and were having a foursome, when one of our friends who didn't know about our activities came to knock out our doors. We had to shoo him away, but the cat or the pussy was out of the bag.
A very young man was sitting next to me at lunch. I could not even think of doing anything with him and was trying to be a mother to him. After lunch he says he is a cougar hunter and could he sleep with me? We took him to our room twice that time?
Two brothers were visiting on their own though the elder one was married. We saw the younger one disappearing to someone's room from the hot-tub, so he approached the elder. He fixed a 11 p.m. time. The brothers obviously shared this and the younger would not leave my side from then on. We had to take both of them, one after another.
A gentleman who we have met on every trip, danced all night on the pool deck and gave me the most wonderful caressing, fondling and petting, with his wife keeping a close watch. It was like going back to dating before we were married.
Being asked by accompanied by men at breakfast for a date in the evening, only with wife's permission.
Sleeping with real porn star and sharing his stories.
Any regrets - none except - condom is compulsory. I am hoping someone will come up with miracle STD preventives.
Cuckolding with a couple. Have been offered but could not take the hint.